ROB'S THOUGHTS

                                   ROB'S THOUGHTS

you twist my words
you make your lies
you make me cry
you made me die

it was all because of you
now i fall, i fall, i fall, i fall
i fall deeper now
i keep falling
then again when did i ever stop falling

i've fallen in you deep abis of lies
now i'm chokeing
i'm chokeing on your lies
now watch carefully as he dies

i know i'm next
i know i'm next to die
but you and no one else has no need to cry
so come on

pick up the gun and let the bullets fly
let them take my life
unlike the knife i've used for the past 23 years
so take the pain

take the pain away from me
come on take the gun now
make this unstopping pain go away
this will be the only thing you did right

but of course you can't kill me
you can't take my life
you throw down the gun and run away
you left me and my exit here alone together

now as this cold piece of metal lies in my hands
i think first of the reasons why i should do this
for makeing my mom cry
for almost killing three of my friends while driving drunk

for destroying my family's happiness in our favorite place
for effecting my siblings thoughts
and worst of all
for every time i made my youngest sister cry

but
there is only but one reason why not to die
the reason she could not kill me
it was all because of
love